Thoughtz of a dreamer

what it dew?

2008-12-10T17:56:00.000-08:00

hey hey! wow...cant believe I'm posting a blog.........eeewww Anyhow.....lets see......hmmm.....what do I wanna talk about? Shit....brain fart....oh well..... he he he.....all is chill.....love you all whoever reads this lost shit lol

~Joe

Back....partially

2008-04-10T14:50:00.000-07:00

Just found my old blogger account again.....I clicked some unrelated link on a website and it brought me here lol I wont even try to explain how. Anyhow...lots of changes have happened to me in 2007. No more weight training (for now) barely got back into studies, not married anymore, just now moved into a bigger home (yes!) and life is starting to be good to me. Thank you....I needed it. Anyhow there's my story in part.

~Joe
a.k.a Dreamer

Been so long!

2007-12-04T11:18:00.000-08:00

Well...alot has changed since I was last on here. I'm no longer with my wife and friend of 16 years. We have gone our seperate ways.
I came here recently thinking about how I was feeling and the times in my life during my blogging moments here prior to MYSPACE.
I see my writings and pictures and it sorta hurts to remember it all. I dunno.....just odd I suppose. Anyhow.....all is well with me I'm not like crazy or just lost lol Just a lil painful thats all. This is my personal moment and I'm writing it here. Even if no one reads it. I know the pain is all I can say....and it does go away.

Birthday / Lottery ticket

2006-03-05T22:01:00.000-08:00

....k whent to a tattoo convention for my birthday (march 4th) turned big ol' 30. I bought a scrather and won another $25 Llike one of my other posts before....gettin fun. Anyhow the tattoo convention was pretty killer, but I didnt get any ink done....gonna wait till the guy who's workin my chest gets back into town, then i'll finish it up. Anyhow i'm slowly fading away from blogging....sad...but .....i've been doing MY SPACE for a few months now.....guess thats where my attention goes to....... DREAMER ON MYSPACE

Lottery Ticket

2006-01-22T19:53:00.000-08:00

......k I usually buy a scratcher every weekend......1 or 2....or 3 somtimes.....last week I bought 2 won $15....this week I bought 3 won $25........seems to be getting better.....maybe? Wished I could of taken a picture of the ticket....with camera phone.....sheeze.....wasnt thinking quick enough lol

tattoo

2006-01-06T21:45:00.000-08:00

K, yes this hurt, but not as bad as I thought I remembered it from long ago......only made two faces, and that was when he was right near under my armpits on both sides lol other than that I just sat there comfortable. First thing we did was the "ouchline" (outline) and next the shading/metal effect is next.

LG VX9800 CELL PHONE

2005-12-30T21:14:00.000-08:00

....k..today was last day of work. After my two week notice. So now i have the next 10 days or so before I start my new job. So I purchased another phone, since my phone was company owned.
other This is what I got:MY PHONE!

Oooooh..so you wanna know what the specs and abiliites it can do?
Talk time: 250 minutes
Standby time: 199 hours
Size: 4.57H x 1.97W x 1.0D inches
Weight: 5.19 oz

Basic Features

* All Digital Phone
* 1.3 Megapixel Camera with Flash and Business Card Reader
* Bluetooth Capable
* QWERTY Keyboard
* V CAST Capable
* Email via Wireless Sync
* MP3 Player
* Color Screen
* Speakerphone
* Text to Speech (English)
* Voice Dialing
* MiniSD External Memory Port
* TTY Compatible
* Hearing Aid Compatibility = M3

* For details on Hearing Aid Compatibility, select this link Meets FCC SAR limit. Manufacturer's highest FCC reported SAR 1.1 at ear, 0.995 on body. Actual SAR may vary.

Wireless Data Technical Support

Supported Optional Features

* Bluetooth
* Get It Now
* Mobile Web 2.0
* MP3 Player
* Speakerphone
* Removable Memory
* V CAST
* Video Messaging
* Picture Messaging

.....sick

2005-12-17T10:29:00.000-08:00

.....hate being sick........started Friday morning...gawd....I hate it.....get the full blown body aches, knee joints.....back.....headache! ! damn I hate being sick.............................till next time

X BOX 360 part II

2005-11-24T20:52:00.000-08:00

.....Happy Thankz Giving! Today was a good day...and still is. My Ebay auction ended this morning....on my XBOX journey I had on the 22nd........my $399 investment turned into $1,135 sale on Ebay........gotta love the XBOX 360 era eh? Anyhow food was good and still is....happy Turkey day all!

XBOX 360

2005-11-23T22:15:00.000-08:00

......ok...bottom line...I planned on getting one to resell. I figured I would get in line at TARGET store at around 5:00 a.m. or something......I called the previous night at around 6:50 pm....well my boss did while we were both on the phone.....and the operator person says...."if your calling about the xbox 360, there is already a line forming" I was like what the fugg! So I told my boss....dude i'm gone!

I met a good group of people and collectors....total wait time was over 13 hours and I was #5 out of 8 for the XBOX 360 PREMIUM......crazy how some people get to the store and they get there like at 7:00 am. thinking they are early.....sheeeeeet.....lil late amigo I say! lol

lately

2005-11-16T18:55:00.000-08:00

....I havent forgotten about this blog....just been busy with work. In fact I have a few dayz off coming to me next week if i'm correct. Anyhow been watching my Smallville Season 4 dvd set again......also watched Devils Reject (unrated) would NOT buy it....didnt like it too much. Saw Charlie and the Chocolate factory......for some reason the 2nd time around wasnt that good...hmmm...why?

Halloween

2005-11-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

....thiz iz who and what I waz.....and yes.....................I scared lil kidz....but NOT on purpose......its either I looked at them sloowly or quickly, az they walked by me......so either way I scared them.

people around us

2005-10-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

....I think people need to becareful what they type in a blog. I mean what if you mention something about someone you know........or people you know? How about your job? Can they fire you? Can they prove your talking about work? How bout your friends..can they prove you were talking about them if you posted something in a blog?

Rough.....there was a day that was very stressful....slash rough couple of weeks lately. Especially the people who who dont realize how MULTI TASKING your responsibilities are. They have a few duties and...thats it! While me and my "bud" have MULTIPLE things going on.....ok i'm preparing for vulgarity now......yup....here it comez.......be happy someone is there to assist you and not be so fucking rude. I swear i'm taking a few days to myself here shortly. And to those people who complain about everything...you can SUCK OFF! Swear..he/she is a MACINTOSH ADMINISTRATOR...uh yeah right.

Ok...there..I think I feel better....not sure i'll have to check. Oh and people who dont know how to resize photos and then all of a sudden...forget...or get some kind of freakin amnesia. Some people enjoy complain...maybe they should work somewhere else.

see I am a member of several online communities and deal nightly with different groups and sites...so this could pertain to any one of them.....he he he

Quake 4

2005-10-22T21:32:00.000-07:00

.....k...been waiting for a new game title to come out...Quake 4. I know.....I know....but i'm a gamer...been since I was a kid...I compete online and enjoy hardkore graphic intense games. I'm also a member of 2 online gaming communities with our own websites. Twisted Fraggers my non clan group can be found at I not only help admin but also helped with the web development of it. My other online group clan is DLS which can be found at ............well I dont write too in depth about it...but doenst hurt to share a lil about my gaming side.

My Petz

2005-10-16T19:54:00.000-07:00

...ok...here are the pix I promised...just had to charge batteries to digital cam. The first picture is the fish that came back to life. I have to say, it was prolly shock from the water change...

My poor fish

2005-10-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

...ok...so yesterday I change the water in both of my fish tanks......well....one of my tanks. Well one of my fish (manganeus) was basically dying......oh man! I took him out and tried to keep him active.......wasnt working. I moved him around in the tank by hand....still no go. I finally gave up....didnt want to but then I figured I couldnt save him. So I figure if he's gonna die......damn....had him for years now (4) I came back to the tank and noticed he was light colored and tail curled him on his side in the corner of the tank.................that was it.. I moved him and poked him, he just laid there. =( I'll post pics as soon as my batteries charge to my digital camera. So I put him in a cardboard box, small one. And all of a sudden while standing there he started to move his tail! ! ! I was like HOLY SH*#T!! put him back in the tank and when I came home later that night he was back to normal! Can you believe that? I have no explanation for that........cant beleive it.....even today he is perfectly normal. I shall treat him to some feeder guppies tomorrow. Infact I will treat all my pets to something nice tomorrow........my trantula i'll get some crickets..my iguana I will get some gooodies, and my turtle i'll give some gold fish to eat. And my other fish will get some feeder gold fish!

Blog is back!

2005-10-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

...ok...so I go to my profile...and edit my NAME.....from dreamersinkart to dreamerz_ink.........wellll....this lovely lady name STEPHANIE from blog support....tries a few things...and then replies....."try this name dreamersz_ink" well...dumb me....forgot to take the 's' off! Well I just wanted to openly thank STEPHANIE of blog support for her help! THANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOUTHANK YOU

Ok...I will resume a more mature posting....got carried away with great appreciation to Stephanie.

Car accident

2005-10-09T15:01:00.000-07:00

....getting ready for work ...and what do I see right in front of my parking lot? A freshly planted car wreck....no one was injured. But the cars looked pretty bashed. I must of just missed it too, cause no one was there cept for a cop arriving.

Hidden Blog

2005-10-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

.....seems several people are finding my hidden blogg here online....how interesting. But....its not like i'm posting anything thats top secret.......................yet. he he he....

Still trying to get around to posting some pix of my petz....will do it shortly....I think. Ok so this is a very simple post, sorry. Tell ya what....give me a topic to post on and i'll elaborate some kind of relation to it.

Oh by the way....had to drop my class at Hancock College I was taking....between work and home etc.....just no time to mentally study and do GOOT. lol

work days

2005-09-29T18:51:00.000-07:00

......think i'm gonna drop a course i'm taking at Hancock College.....work is draining so much energy from me and not letting me get out in time for class. Really sux man........but its stuff that needs to get done, and will help benefit the company and our users.

....lately I feel like i'm in a fuzzy dream, yet I remember everything most times.....ok, this is my shit talking for the day lol

Jesus vs Satan

2005-09-24T14:00:00.001-07:00

Jesus vs Satan (IT related)

Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job."

So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away.

They moused.

They faxed.

They e-mailed.

They e-mailed with attachments.

They downloaded.

They did spreadsheets.

They wrote reports.

They created labels and cards.

They created charts and graphs.

They did some genealogy reports.

They did every job known to man.

Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.

Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off.

Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the underworld.

Jesus just sighed.

Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted their

computers.

Satan started searching frantically, screaming: "It's gone! It's all GONE! I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the

past two hours of work.

Satan observed this and became irate. "Wait!" he screamed.

"That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have any?"

God just shrugged and said.....

"Jesus saves"

Jesus vs Satan

2005-09-24T14:00:00.000-07:00

Studying

2005-09-21T20:15:00.000-07:00

....ok...lately i've been reading and trying to absorb it all....almost seems impossible....

What i'm studying:

A+ course
Body building science
Network topology....more computer stuff..

All that while working full time with a family........geeze....fuggin hard I tell ya. Wonder how other people deal with it?

UNLEASHED

2005-09-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

.....just saw the movie other night "Unleashed" with Jet Li....very good movie......

today

2005-09-10T13:39:00.000-07:00

.....named this post "today" not sure why........maybe cause i'll just talk about today or something. Well I make it a routine to go to the swapmeet and garage sales on the weekend, and then straight to the gym afterwards. Kinda like my own ritual. I've updated my website...by hiding my BLOGG, well I left 1 hidden link on my site to get here somewhere..... *(hint)* you have to "leave" to "see" he he he...go figure. I just didnt anyone being able to see my blogg if they are not "bloggers" ya know. Maybe thats wrong...maybe its not.......oh well, I share openly with the BLOGGER COMMUNITIES and the addiction that it gives!

Another day

2005-09-07T21:53:00.000-07:00

ok....so today was good, work was good, weather was good..........etc. I dont have much to say as I type this out. I'm noticing more traffic on this newborn blogg world. Barely scratching the surface.

Ok...so my brother calls me other day....my dad has ended up 2 states away at his house.....without my momz.........hhmmm....very very interesting. Havent gotten word back on why....and i'm not gonna call just yet to find out.......read previous posts to figure that part out, then you'll understand............love laying in bed with laptop and blogging....is that strange? I would think it was strange if someone told me that they enjoyed that. I would be like WTF?! Ya freak....lol...........yet I sit here doing it and typing it............till next time folks.

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........nothing special

2005-09-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

Ok....so i've completed a couple of things I needed to do. I have been so busy at work I didnt realize this was a 3 day weekend..........till Friday that was! I've never missed a holidy like that before! Not to mention an important one.

Anyhow, I will be a bum this weekend.....I made it to the gym like always.....did some web updating....etc.

blogging

2005-09-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

....OMG!...have you ever just browsed bloggs according to your city location, or favorite movies...or music?? I browsed by my "city" location Santa Maria and I found a handful of people who are from here blogging! Well..............some were people who havent posted inawhile.............but it was still kewl to see and know that others were blogging like me.....i'm still a rookie to this but its fun.

If you havent done blogging before.....you should take it up and experiment with it. Totally wild I say.......fuggin A!

Club 24 Gym

2005-09-02T19:13:00.000-07:00

Ok....so the gym is completed.............I of course am overanxious to use eveyrthing and see what feels best. Overall my max curls whent to 120lbs (60lb) per dumbell, Might push that next week to 65 or 70 just to see what my true max is. I got so burnt out, that I will take the week off and only do lower body workout. My bench maxxed out at 245lb 2 reps, and man that was freakin heavy! And shoulder shruggin I was sorta disappointed......but then again I was exhausted by the time I decided to work heavy on my traps. Dumbells I was only able to use the 80lb dumbells per hand. I should be able to do least the 100lb dumbells, since I was able to grab 90's when I weighed 135 lbs. I weigh now at 175 lb.

I've met some kewl peeps there......Frank of course always helpful with pro tips. Josh, kewl skinny guy just trying to bulk up like me when I was skinny, dude puts effort. And another good friend Ricky.....lol this one is going through the "hurk" phase lol He's gonna explode if he keeps it up in about a month.....if his ego doesnt stop him lol.......naww...hes another dedicated person who wants to get fit. Theres some more peeps there....sorry for not mentioning...too tired to type. Take care all

....back to normal

2005-08-30T18:24:00.000-07:00

...ok...i'm pretty much back to normal........well....define "normal" lol

I got my books for class......$137! So these are keepers. Doing it at night anyways.

And finally CLUB 24 the gym I go to almost religiously.......will be open tomorrow with ALL the free weights available! Bout time I say....but those guys really did a good job putting the new building together. Nothing but the best equiptment I say, professional grade, and PLENTY of mirrors! Been missing those for a few months...he he he.

As for work....been going in early past few days including a weekend, and then working from home at night......dont recall it being this busy before.....im sure it will get back to normal......then once again...define "normal" lol Well time for family time, a very imortant time for me and kids. Till next time folks...........till next time.

What really whent wrong?

2005-08-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

...ok...parents drove up to the re-union with my kids.......they were more than happy to do it. Well while were up there, they start thinking strange things........I wont get too in depth, but basically they felt they were "uninvited" for the main re-union itself??!! I dont see how since they knew about it before I did, once they were at the re-union wich was mainly focused around all of us and our parents being there.....sooo....4 brothers and parents...etc.........get my point? The main reason for the re-union was to get me and my 3 brothers together in the same place with my mom and dad. So for my parents to think they were not invited??....just doesnt make sense.

Anyhow so that night whent fine......till I was asked to go speak with my dad who was sitting alone. He was super pissed and cussing when I sat with him......he wasnt mad at me but just talked vulgar to me. So I told/asked him to not talk like that to me but to explain if someone had told him something or basically WHATS WRONG?? Basically......he just thought people were looking down at him or thinking bad things about him. Well that was soo far from the truth cause no one really knows him and he hadnt spoken to anyone since he got there......for the most part. After a lil while he was calmed down and then spoke to everyone and all was fine. So that night me and my brothers felt/thought all was well.............till the next day that is.

See......it was my daughters birthday and we were to celebrate it.......the following day. Well amongst my other brother and his wife whom my other brother confirmed his conversation with them about my daughters birthday....all was well and mentioned for the most part. Well my mom calls the next about not being invited...e.tc....etc... well here we go again. She gets all upset and says she's not coming and eventually says I have to drive my kids to where she is staying (at my other brothers house) or she will leave them! Then she asked if we bought any "O'Douhls" non-alcoholic beer for my dad? And cause we didnt.....she says they are not coming!? We didnt buy anything for ourselves other than gifts for my daughters birthday. So because we didnt buy any O'Douhls that meant we didnt invite my dad?.....yeah go figure. So at this point i'm upset cause this is my yearly vacation that i've been looking for all year long......work is busy and hectic lately....for a while it seems so I really looked forward to this vacation. So now my parents whom dont wanna come to their own grand daughters birthday is still drinking since morning time...and now even more PO'ed. They have my 3 kids and dont wanna bring them to the park to jet-ski and celebrate the birthday......... finally my brother and his wife finally left them and brought my kids so we could all have family fun................doesnt stop there though.........cause now my mom is saying I better have the kids over at her place by 4:00 a.m. or she's leaving without them!!!?? Me and my wife flew up and saved money just to buy our tickets to fly. So as worried as I am at this point....I just say FUGG IT.....cant deal with her drinking and ruining me and my brothers vacation family time. So I take what money I have left which is hardly anything......and end up scraping up $300.....the car rental was $311 and was gonna be a 20 hr drive.....and leaving a day early, vs flying on a plane and being back home same day. Thank God my brother gave me some gas money cause I thought I could of made it on $147 for gas and food from Washington to southern California..........I made it back with roughly less than $20. Then my wife and a family friend had to drive another 4 hours to return our rental and pick up our other car and drive backup here.

I had to use my car payment and bill money to get back. Thanks David for the help! So now i'm broke and cant even buy my school books for 2 weeks and will be missing class assignments till I get more money, now honestly how screwed up is that? So I sit here writing this knowing i'm broke at the moment....dont have $ to buy my overdue school books, need to go grocery shopping, need to pay some bills that are already due.....have to put gas in car very very soon...........

But ya know.....me and my family are home safe.....we had a safe trip, were all in good health, and I get paid in a week and I got bed to sleep in. That makes me feel better. And this blogg thing...is good for something cause I can type anything I want.....So for all of you locals that visit my site regularly and/or just stumbled across it however you may........I'm not like this at all......I dont get angry hardly ever....I feel its better to remain cheerful then angry since in my opinion life is too short to be angry. I just had to type this out and get it out of my head since this little episode that my parents put me and my kids had made things difficult finanacially for this short time.............it will pass in time....I know it will. I'm sorry i'm just venting. Have a nice evening folks.

Back finally!

2005-08-24T18:31:00.000-07:00

....ok...after some "issues" while on vacation to Washington.....I ended up canceling my plain tickets (2) and renting a car.....which was expensive in my opinion....but have a 20 hr drive back.... it will be non stop pretty much.

I can say I will never do this drive again, but didnt have much of a choice.

We did have ALOT of fun while up here! Jet ski'ing, lots of food, lots of driving around and checking out the old memories in the old neighborhood. Well there is too much to talk about and mention......all I can say is........even though it was a much needed vacation.....it wasnt maxed out to the funnest it could of been...due to the situation that was happening and forced me and the wifey to this drive home WITH THE KIDS......for a nice, long, healthy, hot, long..............did I say its a "long" drive? lol well....I dont mean to whine....but I am cause this was my one and only vacation for this year pretty much....at this point. I will try to post some pictures here shortly.

Oh...and to top this all off....had to have car back by Wednesday, and then drive down to L.A. and pick up our other car we left at our sister-in-laws house and then drive back up to the house...................he he he ...go figure...........

So basically.....we will have/had driven 2 x10 hr drives and 2 x 4 hr drives and 1 x 20 hr drive.......nice vacation for people who can barely last a 9 hr drive.

RENO

2005-08-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

...ok.....left Friday..............10+hour drive.....gawd.....the heat got up to 108 degrees in some parts. Cruised from the coast here in Cali.....drove east.....then north.....(northern central) California.....then over to Sac town....then over to RENO. Then left the next day to drive back here.........................................by the way......I really dislike route 166. I'm tired now...i'll continue this later or something....

Still getting used to this "blog" thing...............go figure...zzz...zzz.......z...zzz......so sleepy, look at the time.

my blog

2005-08-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

...ok so I see and hear about everyone doing blogs......etc. Recently i've read how people have lost their jobs over it too??!! And now there are well known groups on that topic! Strange I guess......but does that mean I have to becareful what I say here?? Almost seems like it. Oh well.......this almost seems more like an online diary vs something for people to read.............